Slowly but surely, things are improving on the health front. I am hoping to return to work next week but have been glad of the time off. I did need to rest. My body is still quite tense and the strain is still there, but it’s become easier to bear over the past few days since the big blow-up.
I’ve been cutting together videos from my new guild’s first runs and I kind of accidentally realized that underneath all the tension and stress I’m still feeling about things that will be coming to fruition in the next few weeks, I feel happy. I feel hopeful. I know that there are people I can count on. I know that I don’t have to be all things to all people anymore. I know that I have friends who will back me up and who will take things off my shoulders instead of asking me to carrying on struggling alone.
And that? That’s a pretty damned wonderful feeling. Still sucks what happened but perhaps it’s for the best.
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Good to hear you’re getting better 🙂
Also, plan on releasing those videos? /puppyeyes
Yeah. I’m trying to cut together an intro video first and then I’ll start uploading them all.